It’s been over 24 hours with no sleep.. the idea of meeting him was controlling my mind and a thrill of me taking a big step forward to something I’ve always wanted.. up to this moment, i was still not believing what was happening with me.. how things worked themselves out I still do not know.. crossed the street with excitement and fear.. fear of the unexpected and excited of the coming Joy.. looked around and sat on “the” bench.. looking at the sea and thinking how free the wind is.. how I wish I can fly above this tide.. the sun is at the right spot in the sky which made it a bit hot.. stood up to take off my jacket.. not sure why i looked behind.. he was crossing the street with a smile on his face and ran into me.. never thought of anything that moment.. it still worth 7 lives! everything around has disappeared and I knew one can fly in those arms.. and I did!
Walked and walked.. got to a place of the memories.. it was already dark and few lights around reflected in the eyes.. like a soft music while stories being told through our eyes..
A whole day passed while trying to catch my breathes of what happened and how.. how 6 or 7 years were gathered in a minute, a second maybe.. or maybe no time, as It did stop at that particular moment..
Went to my room thinking how life can be so generous and kind, surprising still!! It took me hours to get an hour or two of sleep.. woke up with a smile on my face and a hope of a great day as the one before.. can this be true? i thought if all this happened then no one ever knows what next minute would bring you.. hell or dreams, real or fantasy, smiles or tears, love or..
He was standing there, waiting.. couldn’t wait to meet again.. like a dream visiting my nights again.. like a knight crossing my never-land..
Shared heaps of thoughts and smiles.. until the city got tired of our feet.. walked to “the” bench.. the same one facing the sea.. sat there for hours.. sharing whats beyond eyes and faces, whats beyond lives and words.. the sea was calm and the sky was lightened with stars.. few there and few here.. guarding our souls.. a cool breeze trying to move some feelings and beautifully did..
The dawn knocked on the sky’s door but there was no one there.. only both of us flying like that night’s butterflies.. too soon was the time to part again and wake up to reality.. letting go was the cruelest and sweetest part..
Walked back home.. with Joy and Tears beyond my eyes.. knowing that after I wake up nothing will be there except the dream and words which will keep singing in my dancing heart with every breath I take..
My dream’s soundtrack…
Wana bain edaik