Another shitty day like any other day of my life… i dono when this will come to an end! maybe will never.. anyway, its like im gettin used to it, sure after 22 years you have to get used to something, at least mesiry!!
so as i said it was a shitty day, why? cuz the way it ended.. all day was just perfect and just when i thought the day has ended there comes the big surprise! mesiry, and then they wonder why i run to dreams.. cuz simply its the resort! maybe for the weak..and maybe for the real happiness, but why? why we should suffer all that?
what for? i mean wouldnt be nice if everything was perfect? they say u have to get through lots of pain to cherish the happiness!! silly! cuz then u wont be able to recognize happiness, you wont even be able to taste it.. just like the bittersweet!! ur not used to bitter taste u dont taste it everyday so it doesnt feel good when u do.. specially when its mixed with sweet,cuz simply its not u.. happiness isnt me.. yeah! its just a word i use when i fake a smile.. just a word i use when i wanna lie.. when i wanna hide..
“Have a nice day”